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Sunday, April 14, 2013

:"( Suicide :"(

Peoples Who Die By Suicide Don't Want To End Their Live. They Want To End Their Pain :"(

If I Would Kill My Self Tonight, Who Would Remember Me Tomorrow? 

I'm Not Afraid Of Committing  Suicide :)

You Don't Understand 
I'm Going To Keep Cutting No Matter How Much U Try To Stop Me 
The Voices In My Head Are Trying To Kill Me :"(

You Don't Know The Pain Until You're Staring At Yourself In The Mirror With Tears Streaming Down Your Face And You're Begging Your Self To just hold On And Be Strong.
................ That is Pain ...............................



                               Death 

Thursday, March 28, 2013

❤ I Love U Only One ❤



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l ( ' o ' ) 'l 
l =( ,)= !   I Love U Only One SweetHeart ❤❤



Monday, March 11, 2013

~(^_^) Boy Love And Girl Love, Slow Tears (^_^)~

I Look Up As A Tears Rolls Slowly Down On My Cheek 
I Think About Better Days And Wonder If I'll Feel That Way Again.
You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful
As Thought You're Always In Control But Not Today

I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Hazel Eyes Hoping To Understand 
Why You've Said Those Thing You Did I Wonder For A Moment If This All A Dream If I Shell Wake In This Morning.

And I Be Relived You Look At Me With Confusion I Have Never Seen
Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My Cheek









Sunday, March 3, 2013

:] Calling You, Pick Up The Phone :]

 Hello ........ Hello 
Baby Pick Up The Phone
I Know You There
I Really Don't Know Want To Say Right Now
I Missed ............ U So Much 




Calling ........... Calling ........... Calling 
1 Missed Call Reminding You That Someone Is Miss You Very Much 
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. Is Me :(


My Hands Never Pain 
When Typing Message For You...!
But My Heart Always Pain
When There Is No Reply From You .....!


♥♥ You Want To Know How Much I Love You, My Tears For U ♥♥

You Want To Know How Much I Love U? Count Every Particle Of Send In The Ocean And U Will Know. Every Breath That I Have Is How I Miss U ..... You Want To Know How Much Painful Would Be Try To Count Those Raindrops Because They Are Like Tears From My Heart. I Really Want U To Understand Because You Are The Only One I Have In This World I Really Can't Lose U. I Love U So So So Much My Sweet Heart. I Love U More Than Anything In This World. I Need U Baby Pls Stay With Me 



Believe me, you are the one !
Whom my heart finds♥
Whom my mind reminds me of♥
Whom my destiny wants♥
Whom I love the most is YOU My Lover Baby I Missed So So Much Now ♥ 



Tears Are Word My Heart Can't Say :{

Love Is So Powerful :)

Friday, March 1, 2013

(~_~) zzzzzz Good Night My Love (=_=)zzzzzzzzz

Goodnight My Love , Pleasant Dreams, Sleep Tight My Love, May Tomorrow Be Sunny And Bright And Bring You Closer To Me (~_~)zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz



One Evening ..............
I'll Come 2 Your Room
Lock The Door
Turn Off The Lights
Join You In Bed.
I'll Come Closer 2 U
My Lips Near Your Face 
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And We Will Sleep Together ...... Good Night My Love 


Sending You MY BED 2 Let You Rest
Pillows 2 Give You COMFORT
And MY BLANKET 2 Keep You Warm.
Sweet Dream, Goodnight! Sleep Tight My Love 



:( I Miss You So Much Habibi :(

Why Can't I Forgot You Just A Time Distance In A Second? I'm Thinking About You Every Time When I'm Looking At The Star In The Midnight .......! Have You Ever Thinking About Me? Help Me Moon & Tell My Lovely Heart I Miss Him So Much ;"( 



1+1 = My Eyes Seeing You
3+3= 6 Senes I Feeling You
12+12 = 24 Hours I Waiting For Your  SMS
50% + 50% = 100% I Worried About You
182.5 + 182.5 = 365 Days I Missed You Baby



I Missed You In Every Beats Of My Heart, In Every Blink Of My Eyes, In Every Second Of The Time And In Every Moment Of The Day !!!


When The Sky Looks Blue ........ I MISS YOU
When The Dreams Come True ....... I MISS YOU
When My Heart Is Beats ...... I MISS YOU
When I Am Alone ............ I MISS YOU